Ramadhan?

What has this ramadhan tought me? Not much ... i'm afraid.... This year's ramadhan flew so fast, I didn't even noticed. I wake up, say bye to Sofea, go work, go bck, go buy food, feed Sofea, SLEEP. That's all....

NO MOVIE, NO Terawih, NO long food session, no buffet hopping... no sex, no teh tarik, no shopping, no friends...

My God... I've no life....!

But another way to look at my life....
I've a complicated husband who loves me....
I've overprotective parents who loves me....
I've a job which pays reasonably...
I've a kid.... hmmm....

Now... next week is Raya... but I haven't finish enjoying Ramadhan.... sigh
Life really past by fast.. when u have kids.....

Old Friends at last.....

I know this is sooo shameful, being an IT graduate, working in a high end IT world.... and yet I just found out a wonderful thing called Friendster. Ha ha...

And it is so elating to find back your long lost aquaintances..... Married... getting married... new mommy... kids... work.... no divorce case yet....

It is just so exhilarating knowing back old faces....

Now.. I'm still looking Rosalyna Wee May Yung... but no avail.

Sigh

ACA Partner nite @Mystique (23rd Aug 2007)

Hmm... here are some of the pic of ACA Partner Appreciation Nite.

This one is me & Min & are beloved, supportive partners. WE LOVE U GUYS!

In & Out of Love (part 2)

A morning of tears, heartache & hope.

If only a marriage license comes with a manual.

Last nite, I slept holding the bby's arm. She kept crying in her sleep. Sounded so sad.
I so regret making ur life so hard 'lil baby. Mommy loves you.

I can only hope things get better for you... Sofea.

I can't believe how weird love can make or break you at the same time. I think love is the most mysterious thing in the universe. One time, it was so magical... then it was pain. Now it is about hope & holding on. When do we decide to let go? When do we give a 3rd or 4th chance?

I thought pouring my hearts out in the cyber world would make me feel better, instead I find myself numb & depressed beyond words.

In & Out of Love?

I met up with an ex-colleague yesterday, I was feeling the blues & needed shopping theraphy. So, we went to Curve, I didn't buy anything... but I did lost my parking ticket (kena fine RM25)... Normally I'd be very, very frustrated.... but the talk with M was worth the unfortunate loss of $$.

We talked mostly on how things change after you have kids.... & a lot of she said made sense. I guess I needed a third person view of the situation..sometimes.. So, these are the things I need to keep in mind;

- talk it over
- understanding each other point of view
- love

So... I went home... called my hubby. Peace offering la.

Either way.... I still need 3 pairs of shoes. Dun care.

http://samandkacy.com/media/Kylie_love.mp3

Cool inventions....

Isn't this just handy? heheh.

Tidorku hilang dlm tangisan....

My GOD!

It used to be worst, in the earlier days of her life. I had to steal sleep whenever I could during the day to compensate the lack of sleep(or rather the non-existant of it) .

Anyway... a friend forwarded me this pic, showing a premmie bby with custom-made hand pillow. She wanted to show me the cool pillows, but I was more stirred with the memories of Sofea in NICU. I don't have any picture of her in the incubator because they didn't allow it. But it'll always be stuck in my head. I think my pregnancy was the second most significant thing in my life. It was hard. From beginning, till end.

Oh,I bet you're wondering wats d no. 1, rite?

Falling in love.... for the 1st time in my life.

BBY Linda!!!!.......

Sofea Elaina Elier Firman..... at last ur ere.

Decisions

What if u were given the advantage to change someone's role in life? I'd worried to bits if I screwed it up. Let me sit on on first, think bout it, & get back to you.

Eitherway, I've been on cruise mode too long..... Bosan dah.

Stuck in a rut, pregnant & tired. What more can I say?