Monday, January 3, 2011

2010 - The Awakening ..... 2011 - The Realization

Tahun ni umor dah 31 .... cepatnyer those years fly by.... especially when you fall in love, when you have kids.
Duniaku berubah sekelip mata, perangai pon berubah untuk anak2 and laki.

Same goes with my vision, 2008 changed my life. Unfortunate for me, had to quit my job... pregnant with my 2nd kid.... I love my ex-colleague there, they are still very dear to me. I began to doubt my ability, lost my confidence.... i was scared of making changes and taking the plunge, taking risk.




My other half was my pillar of strength and hope. He is a changed man, began to think ahead and an blooming into an extraordinary visionaire. He made me believe I could achieve my dreams if I believe in it and plan for it. He didn't mind if how silly my dream was.... he practically amused my crazy shit trails in 2009/2010...... I usually look up to Tun Mahathir, Tony Fernandez for their amazing strive for making outstanding change.... but now i realize my idol is the one sleeping next to me.

But now, 2011 is time to achieve it. I hope we will be able to achieve both our joint dream & personal dream too. For helping other people with their life... and helping myself doing things I have always love doing.... with the kids always in within an arms reach...

Insyallah.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

you are very lucky to have him and to realise who he is to you..i am sure he feels even luckier to have you appreciate him as much..tak smua orang sedar dan value what they have always seeing the bad first over the great.my wish is that our kids would be as lucky or luckier to find mates like ours..

Lin Elier said...

I miss this comment... thanks. We hope for the best for the kids....